Random Ramblings

Yes, I’m still working on that very personal post. Writing it all out, then I’ll decide how much to make public because it’s so personal. 

As I was in Adoration today alone, a man came in. He was dressed in a suit, it was obvious he was in the wedding party which was scheduled in the coming hour. I tried to mind my own business but couldn’t help but see him get on the floor, on his face in front of the Blessed Sacrament and offer himself to Jesus. Later when the wedding began I saw him again through the little windows from where I sat in the Adoration chapel….he was the groom. :)

After searching and searching for what seemed months I got desperate and posted last night on Tumblr (which also posts to FB and twitter). Someone must have been praying for me because I just randomly FOUND ONE! Yay! I’m still looking for another so whoever was praying, keep it up please :)

Been on the hunt for the (Discalced) Carmelite Proper of the Liturgy of the Hours for months now, does anyone know where to find a copy?? I found some online that someone scanned in, but I need book form, I take my LOTH with me everywhere I go and printing pages and pages for a feast day is not something that works out well for me. 
If anyone knows where I can get a copy or two, (someone took one from the convent recently) please let me know. If I can find two copies I can help replace the one that ‘walked” out the door. 

My wanderings you have noted; are my tears not stored in your vial, recorded in your book?

Too many emotions the last few days. I need to have a good cry, and block a certain person from messaging me ever again so I can get my focus back. 

Ok, so I don’t even know what to say right now…..can’t say I’m surprised though. All I can do is try to steer in the right direction and hope that you listen to God. Sorry tumblr, FB, & twitter, had to vent. I know this post makes no sense. At least I know that God sees the big picture even when I’m blind and that He led me out of bad situation and by this it’s confirmed that I made a good decision to follow His will and not my own.

I’m working on a very personal post for Tumblr/FB/Twitter. It’s long, very personal, and will give you a clue as to the real ‘me’. 
I know that Tumblr post are supposed to be short, but there’s no way with this story of my life so to speak.. it’ll probably take me days to get it posted though, as it is it’s 2 hrs past my bedtime now lol.. ZZZzzzz Night all :)

Had to call the cops on the major feista next door, couldn’t sleep.

I had to, this is too random and funny.. besides, I’m sitting at home feeling not my best today, I needed something to cheer me up :)

sittimg in a vehical on a stakeout right now in the dark…bored Update- aborted. Fyi I was only there to be a witness for someone else.